Monday, December 14, 2015

Kenangan & kekangan

Last post aku pun bulan September haritu... Ape eh yg aku cerita? Entah la... Tak perlu kot nak recall balik dlm post baru ni... Mungkin kot kiranya blog ni update 3 bulan sekali. Skarang pun dah Disember... Cepat je masa berlalu skarang ni...

Sebenarnya takde apa yang aku nak cerita sangat. Bukan sebab semuanya okey, tapi sebab terlalu banyak cerita, jadi aku tak tahu nak mula kat mana. Serious sekarang hidup aku kelam-kabut & agak serabut...

Serabut sampai banyak benda yang aku tengah fikir & plan tu boleh ke tidak akan aku jayakan nanti... Memang dah jadi tabiat aku akan plan semua awal2... Tapi selalunya apa yang aku plan memang akan menjadi... Cumanya, akan ada banyak pengorbanan dan side effect disebalik plan aku. Bukan semuanya akan berjalan dengan lancar.

Aku dah biasa dengan semua tu... Cuma kadang2 (selalunya lah senang cerita) kekangan tu datang dari segi kewangan. Ye lah, bukan rezeki aku punya duit lebih kan... Tapi tetap aku usaha nak cukupkan apa yang kurang. Mungkinlah.

Hmm...

Apa ye update baru? Rasa macam tak percaya je tinggal lagi 9 bulan untuk aku lepak di bumi Malaysia yang tercinta ni...

Well, yeah. Tak ramai yang tau aku akan berambus dari sini untuk selamanya (tengok la kalau rajin, balik la). Aku saje nak coretkan kat sini sebab sebelum ni, blog ni je la penghibur hati duka nestapa akibat selalu kena marah dgn Prof Syed Kadir. 

Rasa macam lama gila kan aku tak mention nama tu dalam blog ni. Ada la dekat 5 tahun gitu. Macam tak caya je pejam celik dah dekat 5 tahun kenangan terindah dalam hidup aku di Unisel tu dah berlalu... 

Tak rindu pun kat kawan2. Ye lah, budak nakal macam aku mana ada whatsocalled "bff" kat sana. I'm just a normal engineering girl yang comot & tah apape. Peminat pun takde. Yang minat moto aku ramai la dulu. Aku rindu life dulu je. Lepak rumah budak kelas, main kad sampai subuh, tak ngaku diri sendiri pompuan, dan lain2... Masa tu memang takde sorang pun budak kelas aku berkenan nak introduce kat mak dorang sebagai bakal menantu. Hahaha...

Tapi skang lagi la aku tak percaya yang aku dah jadi bini orang. Long distance pun, long distance la... Orang lain long distance kurang2 pun sebulan sekali boleh jumpa mesra2... Aku? Harap facetime je lah... Pastu manjang syahdu layan lagu jetlag... Its okay, 9 bulan lagi je tak lama :)

Again! Aku macam tak percaya... What? 9 bulan lagi... For real and finally I will be waking up next to my beloved husband. Tapi selain bangun pagi sebelah husband, kena jalankan tugas sebagai student balik. Thank you so much to Northumbria University because they're still holding my application due to some circumstances during my documentation preparation... They've been notified by the way.

Tak sabar pulak rasenye nak jadi student balik, di tempat orang, dengan husband sendiri, ishh... Kene sabar banyak2 Aslina... Tak lari gunung dikejar. Kekadang rasa nak skip semua, dan terus je ke chapter disisi suami. Haha gedik sial... 

Aku tak tahu siapa yang akan baca ni, tapi tak mustahil korang yang baca akan muntah warna pelangi kalau aku teruskan elaborate perancangan aku untuk yang lepas bulan September taon depan... 

Camtu lah aku. Kejap excited, kejap takut, kejap nervous. Tiap2 hari, first thing in the morning, kalo husband tak call, confirm aku akan bangun dengan muka confuse tanya diri sendiri... What the hell am I thinking and is this the right choice that I've been made? Tak tahuuuu... 

Entahla nok, just go with the flow je lah. 
Eh ngantuk plak tetiba. Kite tido dulu k, papapai....

Monday, October 12, 2015

I'm Back to Public

Hi, I'm back. This is for real and this is me, Aslina.

After kept this blog private for a while and doing some deep thinking about it, I've decide to change this blog status for public view again. 

And this post goes to you. My extreme stalker... Yeah, cause you have plenty of time browsing the web, right?

Well, do you enjoy stalking my life and report anything in here to him? What do you get? Satisfaction? Annoying? That's nothing to do with me. I'm not responsible with any of your feelings.

I knew most of the things happen between you and him past few years... And I should say that you are the one so selfish and greedy trying to stole him from me whlist you already have own family, "loving" husband and two wonderful kids.

Whereas I have nothing. I have no parents, living on my OWN, and I only have him in my life. I've never been married, never had kids. He is the only man in my life after my dad passed away.

We have been in relationship since 2011, a year before you met him. It really hurts me so much when you've introduce youself as his "fianceè" at the first moment you send me a private message in order to know me. You are really selfish for addressing someone's lover as your fianceè but you still "happily" married with your husband and living with your kids.

The annoying feeling was at it worst when you keep on texting him on facebook message asking where has he been, what, and with who... Like he is a small kid, or your husband. 

You don't even have any rights to control him. Yes, he have planned to visit you at the first place, but it was cancelled due to his work-schedule. And our holiday was right after that, IT HAS BEEN PLANNED. It was coincident with her sister's death... He never lie to you about that, but you keep on asking him likewise he don't deserve to enjoy his holiday because of previously he had cancelled his plan to visit you. 

The main thing is that you have no rights to know what are his activities during his visit to Malaysia. He is an adult, not your son.

You are the reason for our argument. I knew him from 1998 till now, we were never have fight against each other, but we did on our holiday last November, and  the arguments were all about you. I'm really upset with that because it was totally ruined our holiday mood. That was the only chance for us to enjoy our vacation, get to know each other and meet up our families and relatives for our marriage planning. But you've crashed it with your envy, your madness and whatever you are not supposed to do to him. 

Some how I could not understand why are you unhappy with your life, your husband, and try to steal my only source of happiness... If you are not happy with your husband, how could you willing to have TWO KIDS with him? If it was me, I never think about to have even a kid with the person I'm not in love with. 

My man is a good guy. He does not prefer to have any issues with others and also you. He even advise me to limit my postings about him because of you. At first, I'm okay with that, but it really get into my nerve when he mention that you were try so hard to control his life. Even get mad so easily if found out any of his picture with girls. 

What's wrong with you? Who the hell are you trying to control his life? The latest, I know that you are now accepting the facts that he has his own life, and me as his future wife. I'm glad you've figure it out by yourself then... And we've plan to get married on 2016.

My advise is, get a life. Stop stalking my blog, stop telling him everything inside here. I've told him my concern, and enjoy your life. Get back to your husband. Make him happy. Rebuild your happy family, forget "him" as your crush. Treat that person as his suppose to be, your student.

I'm done with your drama. I don't care what makes you ill. I don't have to know. I don't need your lies. I choose to trust him.

Afterall, he is the one that I'm going to marry with. I do know he is some kind of sweet talker, polite and loves to pleased people around him. But those are not supposed to be the reasons for you to fall with him.

Please respect other people's life and relationship. Be grateful for everything that you've owned. Don't be so hypocrite, pretending to show simpathy for others, or make other people sympathy for you... Get a life, please!.

Saturday, September 5, 2015

Tajuk apa yeee...?

Aku baru belek-belek blog ni. Sambil-sambil sapu sawang...

Entahla. Rasa macam nak share kepakaran Magik programming je bila tengok blog ni. Kot-kot la berguna di masa depan. Pakar ke? Puihhh...!

Kelebet-kelebet blog ni kat bahagian setting nu. Terperanjat gak aku sebab update rasanya setengah tahun sekali je sekarang ni, membawak ke 3-4 bulan sekali. Tapi pageviews tak kalah.

Kemain link paling orang kerap bukak kat blog aku ni adalah berkaitan kad kawen. Ke semua orang sibuk search design kad kawen sekarang ni?

Takpelah. Suka hati koranglah. Jangan malu-malu, buat macam rumah sendiri.

Cakap pasal kawen ni...

Aku selaku tuan tanah kedaung blog ni, nak  buat pengumuman sikit.

9 September 2016 nanti aku nikah. Dengan sapa? Biarlah rahsia. Sape yang tau tu tau la. Tak semestinya dengan orang yang aku cerita kat sini (tengok kat belah kiri blog ni, daisypath tu pun aku dah buang)... Jodoh pertemuan kat tangan Tuhan. Suka hati korang jugak la nak gelakkan aku sebab publish kronologi camtu ke apa, tak kisah la kata aku syok sendiri ke apa, kalau nak tau dengan sapa aku kawen, boleh la datang kenduri aku nanti, kenduri belah aku dijangka 10 September 2016.

InsyaAllah 17 September 2016 pulak kenduri belah pihak lelaki dan merupakan hari terakhir aku di bumi Malaysia darul klakar ni. Pasni nak sambung belajar balik. InsyaAllah sampai PhD. Jangan sangka orang yang "tak grad" undergraduate degree tak boleh sambung postgraduate degree ye... (Haha kalau stalker "lama" tu masih melawat blog ni lagi la kan... Hihi)

Monday, June 8, 2015

Let the game begin. 




I'm sorry if there are so many people involved in this "game". 

It has been planned. 

Saturday, January 31, 2015

Jenis-jenis Pengguna Jalan Raya Pada Waktu Malam

Aku dah lama perati... Tiap kali aku drive malam2 tak kira la sesorang ke atau dengan sesapa pun mesti terjumpa dengan kumpulan2 manusia pelik2 atas highway. Ayuh kita tengok jenis2 manusia atas highway malam2...

1. Peramah.
Asal dekat dengan kereta orang lain je dia bagi high beam. Macam kenal semua orang. Tapi biasanya sekali je high beam pun. Lepas tu dia normal balik.

2. Kereta baru.
Yang ni jenis tak sempat habiskan manual kereta baru beli. Cara nak kenal dorang ni senang je. Malam2 takde hujan lebat pun dia bantai bukak lampu full blast dengan fog lamp. Memang terang & silau nak arwah kalau duduk depan dorang ni.

3. Left-hand drive.
Manusia2 ni suka cucuk2 & high beam orang kat lane kiri. Padahal dalam Malaysia ni orang duduk lane kiri ni suka hati la nak bawak kereta bawah 70km/j macam lori pun. Kata kenderaan berat/perlahan ikut kiri...

4. Retro & santai.
Kalau nampak geng2 ni layan duduk lane kiri, bawak kereta slow 80-100km/j antara pukul 8.00 malam sampai pukul 12.00 tengah malam, kemungkinan besar masing2 tengah layan lagu2 retro 90-an dalam segmen Sinar Malam di channel radio Sinar fm.

5. Perasan laju
Manusia2 jenis ni memang jenis perasan laju. Duduk lane kanan, lagi 2km nak dekat dah bagi high beam suruh kita clear laluan utk dorang lalu. Tapi biasanya lepas sejam drive pun tengok tak rapat2 jugak pun. Tak pasti la apa motif bagi high beam jauh2 suruh clear laluan.

6. Tak tetap pendirian.
Golongan jenis ni sekejap lane kiri, sekejap lane kanan, kadang2 bagi signal, kadang2 tak. Nak kata mengelak kereta, takde kereta berdekatan pun. Entah2 tengah main mencelah dengan kereta halimunan. Ok seram tak kelakar. Mungkin jugak mengantuk. Bawak2 la singgah R & R, wey...

7. Absorber lembut
Golongan ni memang tak boleh blah. Jalan highway tu bukan la bumpy sangat pun, tapi kekadang boleh nampak geng2 ni macam tengah bagi high beam... Tapi bukan high beam, cuma pantulan lampu mcm over sangat sebab kekonon jalan tak rata.

So far 7 jenis je la yg aku mampu senaraikan kali ni. Agak2 korang ada jumpa jenis2 lain, boleh la share kat komen...

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Qu Puteh Effects

This is not a missing cat advertisement...

Malaysian were busy talk about Qu Puteh right now, because of its advertising and promotion on some singing event which appears too frequent.

I hope that I wasn't too late to blog about it right now. Haha... Because I found that the product tagline was so catchy --

"Qu Puteh, Qu Puteh, barulah putih..." 

Seems like everywhere I go, for sure there is someone imitating the tagline with funny expression. Is it really works as it has been advertise??

I'm looking for the product to test it on my cat. His fur is getting darker day by day. Is it work if applied to cat's fur? 

I was surprised with my cat's fur getting darker coz I thought the fur color/tone might stay from the day the cat was born until the cat dies... Hmm... 

Any sponsorhip?? LOL!

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Great Stalker Alert

Well, I should say that I'm a damn great stalker exists in this social media era. LOL!

Just discover something that I thought might make my big bro kind of upset with the news. Nope, its not the sad news, but the way we discover the news may cause him felt upset... Sort of... Maybe...

Its up to him on how he would deal with his feelings... As for me, I treat the news as something I should be proud of. Its time to prove that both of us (me and my bro) since our both parents gone, nobody in our relatives, I repeat, NOBODY cares about our existance. 

This entry was about comments few weeks back that really hurts me badly. I 
was accused for "ignoring" own relatives when I previously posted up a picture that might cause everyone confused about my relationship status...

I've been attacked backforth because of the picture. Nobody from "their" party bothers to ask me first what was actually the picture purpose, when and where it has been captured. You got me, NOBODY. They accused me like the hell am I thinking for ignoring them. Thanks a zillion. They've lost my respect for this. Congrats.

And for the latest news... Seems like NOBODY bother to inform any of us, so, I think it would be great for me and Jeffri to proceed with our initial plan. 

Hmm... It hurts me... Really...
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